Mistralka

Sharing this, 'cause it's dope (The movie belongs to )
 
And no, I'm not dead. I'm slowly coming back to life. Promise. I'm just slow and need to take care of myself first. o3o"

There are some people who are getting too fake here on DA. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friend list actually pay attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are... Re-post this if you are a friend... Don't reply... Just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends".

So, I don't know what's going on, but I'm no foe to anyone. So there ya go.

I'm sorry people, I'm not very active lately, but I do have very important reasons. I'm TRYING to write my BA thesis, and just thinking about it gives me a migrene (seriously, even my eye was twitching yesterday from all the stress), I have to do it until the rest of May (actually, I'm not sure about the real deadline yet, but it's at least to the first half of June, I think, so still not much time). I only have the half of the paper, and no idea what to do with it, but I sit on my butt, clench my teeth and write/read/re-read things. Believe me, it's not easy, I have no idea what I'm writing about Try reading Bhabha's "The Location of Culture" and not get a headache, I dare you.
And it's not only the paper, I mean my exams are coming real fast (all the frigging June ppl, OMFG!), and I do have two more exams than my other indologist fellas, 'cause I was lazy/stupid and I failed two subjects last year (Fuck yeah! ) PLUS two frigging texts to translate.
I'm always super nervous about things, especially exams, especially the verbal ones, I'm terrified, even as I'm typing now, I'm getting all dizzy, shaky and jittery from just thinking about it all. I'm no good for Universities, for studying. I'm a coward, I'm antisocial, and too simple minded to learn about philosophies and antropologies and all that smart shit. I'll read an article about it, understand half of it, and I'll be happy. DON'T make me pass an exam at it D: That's why I've decided to never come back to the university. That's right, I'm not getting MA, I'm staying on the low, meaningless BA and fuck everyone who says 'you won't get a job with only BA', well I don't care. I don't care if I work with the language, I don't care if I work with ANYTHING related to my studies at all. I seriously just want to have kids now (I do realize I skipped the marriage part, it's because I don't really care anymore, he loves me, if he leaves me marriage won't change that, that's why divorce exists, ppl, srsly, wake up), I want to draw things for dA, I want to write fanfics for dA, I want to write my book FINALLY for fuck's sake. I want anything but studies, I'm too stupid, I'm tired of being reminded of that with each step I take. So, rest assured, once I finish the studies, and before I get a job, I'll be all for dA (I can't wait! TT~TT )

So please, please, don't get mad at me, once I'm through with all this (or maybe sooner, I hope and cross my fingers), I'll come back with tons of fanfics and maybe even drawings (yeah, 'cause I do that too, I just don't have time/or money to scan them :,D). At least it's not a writers block, so that's good, friends! Stay positive, I'm alive, I'm even trying to type something down whenever I'm on break (like right now, and I'm taking super long to finish, because I'm a lazy fuck and don't wanna write this thesis so much XD), so maybe if we're all lucky, there will be one chapter of something (I don't know what will come first, sorry) soon on my page...

I should be too busy with my studies, yet I'm not, yet again - I am. And while I'm not I wish to draw/write something and I can't. And I'm not sure if it's because I'm on a hiatus or because I'm so lazy that I can't even get myself together and actually create something. I should read right now, or learn a few things for Thursday. I guess I'm just too lazy. And I feel I need a good kick on my rear end. Oh, and this journal thingy is really not my thing, I mean it's for me, 'cause who's gonna read it anyways, but It's like writing without a purpose, right? Idunno, I just wanted the previous one to disappear so I kinda wrote what was on my mind lately. So yeah. I'll go and do something with my life now (like try to kick myself or something) =_=^

Ok, so... I was tagged by

Rules:
1. You must post these rules
2. Each person has to share 10 things about them
3. Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the persons you tag will have to answer
4. Choose 10 people and put their icon in your journal
5. Go to their page and inform them they are tagged
6. Not something like "you are tagged if you read that"
7. You have to legitimately tag 10 people.

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Questions :
1. Do you like scary movies?
Yes and no. I do enjoy the good ones, ones that really get the creep out of me, but after watching them I'm paranoid for about a week, and that's what I hate about them.

2. What's your favorite breakfast?
Uhh, I dunno, chocolate cereal or nutella sandwitches perhaps... Yes, chocolate everywhere! >w<

3. Do you learn things outside of school for fun?
Nope. Though I'd like to learn few things for fun. But I'm too poor -.-"

4. Name one thing you absolutely can't stand.
My brother in law. And yes, I qualify him as a 'thing'. Thank God my sister doesn't have an account around here XD

5. How many friends do you hang out with on the weekends?
Erm, I'm with my boyfriend almost 24/day so I'd say it's one friend, isn't it? XP

6. How long can you go without going on the internet?
I'm guessing a couple of hours. I'm affraid I'm addicted ^^"

7. What would you do if you swam in a lake, and saw a dead catfish head (not a whole body, just the head) next to you?
I'd probably scream and start drowning because I'm bad with such surprises (and swimming -.-")

8. Are you scared of the dark?
Yesshhhh...

9. Would you ever jump off a swing?
I never did, I never will. I'm scared of heights ^^"

10. What's one song you love so much, you can't get it out of your head?
You mean just one song? Just one? ONE?! It's impossible task for me, there's always a song in my head XD Recently it's Seven Devils by Florence + The Machine, and also Latawce by Żywiołak. They switch in my head XP But it's hard to tell which song is there all the time. I'm guessing it's really impossible, I love music too much to pick just one.


My questions:
1. What's your favorite color?
2. Coffee or tea?
3. Do you like 'My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic'?
4. What's your favorite character of any series/comic book/movie/cartoon etc.?
5. Any phobias you suffer from?
6. Do you think I'm an awful person to hate my brother in law?
7. Name the thing (excluding Internet ) you couldn't live without?
8. What would you do if there was a zombie apocalypse right about now?
9. Would you believe me if I told you I was a vampire?
10. What would you do if you knew you only have 30 days left until you die?


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Don't forget to look at their art (including my tagger of course 'Tagger'. Is that even a word? XD)